The List

The List

Denzil Jayasinghe
20 hours ago

The nearest thing I had to a plan was a list I made at seventeen. Not a career plan – I wouldn’t have known what to do with one of those. Just a few things I wanted, written down in no particular order.

To write short stories.

To speak English well – really well.

To make films someday.

Learn about Medium’s values

To be an author.

To be an artist.

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I remembered it again recently. It still makes me smile. There was no ambition in it, not really. No ladder to climb, no office to reach. Just a boy in a room somewhere, trying to put words to what he felt stirring inside him.

I never did have a career. I’m not sure I missed it.

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